Another Angle

So I’ve thought long and hard about this post. I’ve been debating whether or not to write it. And then I debated whether or not I should publish it. In reality, it’s just another post on a subject that has been in the limelight for weeks now. But it’s an angle that most people (mainly Christians) have either ignored or are ignorant about. So here we go:

I love to read. With every book I read, I always analyze it. The characters, the story-line and what I think the author is trying to get at. Some authors tell the same story no matter what. Others are really good at telling different stories even within the same series of books. Some books can be really poorly written, yet have an amazing story-line that makes up for it. And others are well-written, with developed characters, yet the story is boring. It’s what makes it fun for me to read.

A few years ago, I read a trilogy of books that have gotten a TON of attention. You might have heard about them… if not, you’re living under a rock… (in which case, I’m not sure how you found this blog.) In fact, a movie was made about the first one that opened today. Yup, I read the Fifty Shades of Grey series.

Are you done gasping now? Ok… moving on…

There have been countless articles and blog posts and people discussing the ramifications of how this book (and now movie) is dangerous. Most of the ones that come from the Christian sector are focused on the sex aspect of the book. They are soo concerned with how this book has brought to light the “dark secret” of sex and its various fetishes. They cry out that we need to “protect our women” from knowing about BDSM. They fear that marriages will start breaking down because sex has entered mainstream media. (Umm… Hello? Have they not turned on the TV in last decade?) They wonder at the popularity of the book and simultaneously berate those that have read it. They hear that the book contains some questionable material, and write page after page of analysis and warning without every cracking the pages of the very thing they are condemning. There was one (just one) article that I read that touched on the very reason it has become so popular. (I can’t remember where I found it, if I do I will certainly link it here)

Can I tell you a secret? It’s not about the sex….

Sex is not why it’s so popular. The scenes in the book about sex, are not the reason that women are flocking to stores to buy it, or will flock to the theater to see the movie. Sex has almost nothing to do with it.

In short, the book is about the “perfect man”, who has everything a person could dream of, that falls in love with an ordinary girl. A girl, who most people would never think twice about. It details a story that says that it’s ok if he has bad and unhealthy behaviors, because he loves her. And she should accept anything that he says because if she doesn’t, she’ll be alone. Basically, because he is Prince Charming, he gets a free pass to do whatever he wants. And the girl should count herself lucky that she landed such a catch.

That’s what is so dangerous. That is what “the church” should be so concerned with. That is what we need to protect our daughters from. That is what will undermine marriages.

The church (as a whole) has done a terrible job of teaching our children (and by default, society) what a healthy relationship should look like. The church tells us that a “healthy marriage” is one that is a man and a women. It is one where both people go to church. It is a marriage that both parties “saved themselves” for. And as long as you remain a virgin until your wedding day, you get married by a preacher, and go to church services, you will be “happy.” (There’s far more that I want to get into, but I will save that for a future post)

So when a book comes along, that is written in such a way that it is easy to imagine yourself as the main character, that shows that all those dreams that little girls have of “Prince Charming” could come true, it becomes a sensation. That even though that perfect guy actually has some really dark demons, and shows some really terrifying behaviors, it’s ok. It’s ok, because he “fell in love” with someone normal. And because it’s “love”, it’s easy to explain away the bad stuff.

Little girls are taught we just need to fall in love and everything else will work out. As women, we look for that love. And when the church doesn’t teach us what that love is supposed to look like, women look around them to see what others are doing. Instead of demonizing the books and the movies, why isn’t the church showing the world what Love is supposed to look like? Instead of ranting about the perils of this world, why aren’t we sharing the alternative? The church mourns the lost souls who will see this movie and think it is the way that love is supposed to be, instead of stepping out and displaying the amazing Love that is our God.

Instead of shouting about how terrible the book is, why not shout “Over here! This is Love! And it is the most amazing thing you will ever experience!” And then, Live. It. Out.



It’s Not Okay

A lot had happened over the last few months, some good, some not so good. And lately, there’s been more bad than good. Most of it because people have reacted and/or acted on some circumstance or event. And I’m pissed off, angry, tired of biting my tongue, and it’s not okay that I feel like I have to keep my mouth shut. So I’m not any longer. There are times to keep silent, but this is no longer one of those times.

It’s not okay to be treated as though you have done something wrong even though you haven’t.

It’s not okay to quit just before the end of a commitment because you “feel led to.”

It’s not okay to put your hurt feelings above mine.

It’s not okay for the church to make people feel as though preventing the appearance of sin is more important than the sinner looking for forgiveness and acceptance.

It’s not okay that I have found more integrity outside the church than within it.

It’s not okay to use “religion” as an excuse to judge others.

It’s not okay to use your belief system to try to force others into believing the same.

It’s not okay to give up because things aren’t going how they thought they should.

It’s not okay that a group of kids is so used to adults leaving that they no longer question why.

It’s not okay. It’s just not. And I’m tired of sitting by and watching it happen. This is the me, standing up, getting ready to fight back. Because we deserves better. It’s time to stop letting it happen, it’s time to speak up. We can’t settle for not okay. Just because this is how it’s been, doesn’t mean we should let it continue.

I’m angry, and it’s not okay.

They Say We Are Crazy.

Yes! It is a second post in the same month! And it’s the day after I already posted! I’m living on the edge…. (and totally breaking out into song in my head right now….sorry about that…) Anyways, the purpose of this post, is to do a little life update. Because we can’t go more than a month without something changing. I’m not sure why, but that’s pretty much been the story since we got married. Keeps me from getting to bored with life, I guess.

So we’ll start with me. It has now been 6 weeks since I last worked a “real” job. And I’m loving it! I still kinda feel like I’m on vacation, but it’s better because I don’t have to go back! The only bad thing about staying home all  day every day, is that I feel obligated to clean my house…. (But if you show up today, you’ll find a mess. I’m currently working on projects I never had time to do, so the normal stuff has gotten pushed aside a little.) I still get to get out of the house in the evenings about 1 to 3 times per week for some girl time with my jewelry shows, so I definitely still get the “adult” conversations with people other than my husband.

And that leads me into the family craziness. Although I get to leave the house by myself for those few nights, the rest of them are also packed with meetings and other activities. If it’s not me gone, it’s my husband or both of us gone. I think I can honestly say that it’s  only about once a week (if we’re lucky) that we are both home for the whole night. It leads to some crazy dinner schedules and a lot of, “Just find something and eat” meals. I’m trying to do better about making more dinners, but it hasn’t happened yet. (Sorry, honey!) I do however, have a ton of great recipe ideas, just waiting for me to try, on Pinterest. (Have I mentioned how much I love that site? It’s the best….)

One of the things keeping us busy is the youth group. We are now official youth group leaders. Being a part of a youth group again is exciting, however being on the adult side of it can be hazardous to your health. I am definitely not in the same shape as I was in high school. Something I discovered last week during the soccer game we played. It somehow ended up being the leaders against the kids. I was barefoot. (it was better than the flip-flops I was wearing. I did not plan for soccer….) I haven’t run that much or that hard close to 10 years and I may have gotten stepped on by a really tall member of the other team.  I also may have a really colorful foot right now, that hurts to put inside a shoe because of the giant bruise that’s on top of my foot….

Yeah, definitely hazardous to your health…. And a huge reality check that even though it hasn’t been that long since high school, it doesn’t take that long to get horribly out of shape…. Good thing we won’t be playing games like that every week. I think I’ll stick to board games, I’ll never get out of shape on those!

So that’s one of the things keeping us busy at church, in addition to Jon being on sound, me being in the toddler nursery and both of us greeting. Oh, and Jon is going to a part of the drama at Christmas time. So not too much going on there.

Some people think we are crazy. (I think our pastor stopped telling us what they needed volunteers for, because we keep volunteering….) But for us, it’s normal. We don’t function well with nothing to do.  Maybe someday we’ll slow down. (Maybe we’ll have 2 nights at home!) But probably not.

Crazy is subjective. I think we are normal. But then again, “normal” is just a setting on the washing machine….